RNS brain surgery

This is my story with it it started out I saw a rainbow when I was scared when I first woke up one morning and I almost canceled the surgery when it was approved with my insurance because I was scared of the first surgery and I did the first and second surgery and I turned the device on earlier today the first surgery was worse the second you stay in the hospital a few days though and today I feel so much better already I feel like I am in Heaven my hands and my fingers feel less stiff like a ball of cotton I feel like I could sleep 7 hours now it feels like God is saying I will never have a seizure ever again and I can scan to see how many seizures I have every time I go to the doctor and see how good I am doing like a EEG but this is permanent besides you have got to replace the device every 10 or 11 years the RNS magnet helps more then the VNS magnets because they are stronger and they work as a team I have done both surgery’s and they both made me feel a lot better I am so thankful I did do it I feel more like a Christian in my heart and I feel more like I will follow Gods will forever so I would do the surgery I’d you have Epilepsy my heart feels less likely to race a lot it feels like my life started brand new again and I have not been feeling this wonderful since I was a baby and I am a 17 year old I am so happily blessed I did this Surgery I will tell you how I sleep tomorrow.